Wednesday, June 29, 2011

I can't tell you what it feels like

Bloody throat. You know when your throat itch soooooo much, you feel like putting your hand in and scratch? Hate you. Impossible to sleep soundly when it itch every now and then.

Plus the runny nose.... Nice.

Okayz ytd I saw a cockroach in my dad's car. On my shoe. Wtf.
I stepped on it. First time ever in my life. I feel the instant hatred generates wtf.
Why is there one in the first place kill me now.-___-
I've to sit on the same place today*pray pray*

Let's not talk about papers.


Last but not the least,, headed over to sw's house for some studying. Ended up sleeping twice and crapping. Dead for chem.

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Random notes #3

All the best for upcoming exams hoho!

Saturday, June 25, 2011

I'm still trying

Shit all the revision. Spent about 2 hours crapping with cow. LOOOL Had duck rice for lunch and she had Mos for dinner. That stupid cow, can't even order. LOOOL SEE? I know okay.

Saw many friends in the library as well. Hohoooo.
Ok I said something interesting happened today right?!

It's pretty funny (and random). When we were walking to cwp, we checked out the same guy LOOOOL.
Ok the thing is, both of us are extremely blind and we ALWAYS missed them. And we had the same thinking too.

LOOOL first time people realised I'm looking at strangers. (I don't do it normally because my eye level is their chest hur.) #thesadlifeofasadshortgirl
So dui lian.

Been stalking guys loool. Okay celebrities. Can't help it. Hope to meet one irl!
Not celebrities but someone that cute ehehehhehe. :D:D:D:D

But anyway, saw someone pretty hot in cwp as well. Can't wait to hit the malls again. Lurb lurb.
*turning into some desperate girl*

PS: I think all the studying is making me like a mad jelly~~
I will get over it, soon.

Screwed lifestyle

So sick of eating bread/Maggie mee for breakfast, bread(mostly) for lunch and outside food at 5+ and go home for dinner.

I bth myself. Keep falling asleep. Win.
ok I shall go use toothpick to hold my eyelids.... The thing is I just had 7hours of sleep.
Maybe afterall I need to grab my first cup of coffee? Ewwww.

Thursday, June 23, 2011

I can take another heartbreak

Ok. Maybe sick Jie Lin is not as good as I thought.
All the late nights, irregular meals and using of brain are making my body screwed up.
Hmmm let's pray i will be much better tmr. Last day of the weekday to mug.
2 weeks. I can do it.

Gna give up on some subjects. Hmmm. Hahahah . I can't finish.

Hitting the sack at midnight.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Love double-you

First up, did quiz yue qi posted:
Test 2: Based on your birthdates to see which animal you resembles and what it means.
Just choose the animal that has your birthdate and see the meaning behind it. 

If you are a dove: You have a happy-go-lucky approach in life.
Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected. In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy. Hypocrites can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. Beware, it is easy for you to fall in love..


Okay, dove, I like.

Next one I took:

Test 3: Another test on birth numbers.

Just add up your birthdates including year to get the final number and according to that, find out about your personality bah. simple as that.

Mine is 9 yeap.

9 The performer
9's are natural entertainers. They are very caring and generous, giving away their last dollar to help. With their charm, they have no problem making friends and nobody is a stranger to them. They have so many different personalities that people around them have a hard time understanding them. They are like chameleons, ever changing and blending in. They have tremendous luck, but also can suffer from extremes in fortune and mood. To be successful, they need to build a loving foundation.

Famous 9's: Albert Schweitzer, Shirley McLaine, Harrison Ford, Jimmy Carter, Elvis Presley

Test 1: 4 Questions to determine your personality

Just choose either A or B for each question and ur four-letter personality type will be given below. in total there are 16types of personality. click the one that's urs to see the review bah. :)

Is the glass half full or half empty? ISFP response
(Holds up glass to the light, tilts it from side to side, tastes it, wiggles finger in it, grins slightly, moves on.)

ISFP prayer:
Lord, help me to stand up for my rights (if you don’t mind my asking).

Animal personality associated with ISFP: Kitten
The ISFP kitten is a reserved but kind creature who couldn’t hurt anybody.

Cat personality associated with ISFP: "The snuggler"
Inside lap kitty. Has a favorite lap, a favorite windowsill, but spreads her favors around nonetheless. Warm and loving, but don't try to make her do anything. Purrs a lot.

Collective noun: A pallette of ISFP's
Percentage of total population: 5%
Interesting facts
  • Have a natural talent for the arts and excel in craftsmanship.
  • Lose themselves during the process of creation and during play.
  • Low levels of assertiveness.
  • Special love of nature.
  • Behind-the-scenes lovers of the underdog.
  • Overly self-critical.
  • Display kindness and compassion.
  • Not interested in public speaking.
  • Typically modest.
  • Stop-and-smell-the-roses people.
Common careers
  • fashion designer
  • vet
  • nurse
  • jeweler
  • physical therapist
  • secretary
  • chef
  • teacher
  • homemaker
  • beautician
Famous ISFPs
  • Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart
  • Neil Simon
  • Jackie Kennedy Onassis
  • Steven Spielberg
  • Barbara Streisand
  • Mel Brooks
  • Cher
  • Bob Dylan
Quotes by famous ISFPs:
  • "A lot of people can't stand touring but to me it's like breathing. I do it because I'm driven to do it." - Bob Dylan
  • "Neither a lofty degree of intelligence nor imagination nor both together go to the making of genius. Love, love, love, that is the soul of genius." - Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart
  • "Don't take your toys inside just because it's raining." - Cher
  • "I like the smell of film. I just like knowing there's film going through the camera." - Steven Spielberg
  • "Myths are a waste of time. They prevent progression." - Barbara Streisand
  • "He who hesitates is poor." - Mel Brooks
Hobbies and recreation
  • crafts
  • hiking
  • swimming
  • skiing
  • appreciating art
  • nature walks
  • day canoe trips
  • entertaining in intimate groups
  • volunteering

Omg the first time hitting some of the careers I want. Not top in my list but at least near. Hellooooo the stupid career guidance thingy is so not true at all.
Plus this is only 4 questions, not like that one I took. Crazy.

Wanted to do a picture post but my pictures are copyrighted. Nehhhh cannot save and upload here.

The above is pretty entertaining. Right right?

Okay I can't wait for the last paper.

Craving for some starbucks. Who wanna deliver to street 31 hahaaaaa (^w^)Y

Random notes #3

1. Unexpected tuition today.
2. Jog around in the afternoon
3. Hands and feet super dehydrated! Spam water tmr
4. All the late nights are showing up.
5. Twitter <3
6. going to study in school tmr. Econs!
7. My nail polish cannot remove. How? Wtf seriously. Shouldn't be lazy and not apply base coat
8. I want play!
9. I want travel around the world!
10. Craving for loads of food now. Always snacking at home and always starving outside. Which is better?
11. 1:11 am now.
12. Will do a random photo post (in case you miss anything on twitter)
13. Thinking of privatizing(correct usage or not?) my twitter acct.
14. My msn app is screwed. I'm not online but I see people talking to me. And when I wanna reply the whole thing wouldn't freaking load! Sorry to those who I didn't reply.

Monday, June 20, 2011

Excuses are as easy as ABC

Some things are just like so. You can never make things the same ever again. This very moment will not repeat again. 
Like a shattered mirror; a torn paper.

Even if you manage to piece them back, the crack lines will still be there. Such a simple theory yet there are many blind fellows out there. Breaking things up(literally and the opposite) and regretting. 

Every wrong step is like throwing your piece of mirror on the floor. It might not  have adverse impact but it will. Don't subject yourself to regrets in life so make decisions wisely. 

Is like, once your drop your phone, your phone will keep dropping, no?

Ok maybe you don't really get my point(lousy language). Try alright.

This is typed by a girl with an empty stomach, shivering body, an exploding brain and a heavy heart.

Weird but true, I typed this because I peeled off a sticker and it refused to stick back to the paper nicely anymore. Heyhey this is call learning from real life examples, applying past knowledge, critical thinking and bullshitting because I don't wanna study anymore. Loool

1. Met sw in the library today.
2. Had Mac!
3. Dying
4. Survived on bread today. As in breakfast and lunch.
5. Meeting sm almost everyday looool.
6. Need to shower. Bloody rashes!:(

Sunday, June 19, 2011

I forgot what I wanna blog about

Firefox is a bitch. Can't check my mail from there. Luckily I've all browsers. Msn app is always down. So hard to online on phone now. :( Meh mehz so if you see me online I'm actually not. Wait, sometimes I am. This is getting too complicated but you can try your luck!
The best is twitter, still. Even if the Internet is at speed of light divide by 10^8 (Yes, I took out and started READING my first physics topic), it will still load. Best ever. Plus you get to interact with people you don't usually talk to. Somehow, I find everyone more friendly there?


This is a tad random but below were the few things I'm constantly thinking about for the past couple of days
1. Get a camera after prelims
2. Shopping with litingliting
3. Switch out of hotmail (SO IRRITATING)
4. Start working hard and smart

Am super duper lethargic. Will most probably stone on the com chair for the rest of the night.
I am sooooooooo drained today. God knows why. I roll around the house via com chair. Takes like 1 min to stand up and charge my phone. And I napped like 4 times today. Not short 10 mins or what. Each nap is about 1~3hours.
Hur I am prepared to die in prelims. -____-
I don't want leh. Howz someone help me. :(
I strongly believe a sloth spirit is in me.

Though I forgot what I wanna blog about, I typed loads of crap here to entertain you for a min or two.

Random notes #2

Weird rashes

Clearing my phone. deleted nearly 1k photos. Here are some which (I think) not posted up on the net before.

Regret later

Somehow, I know I will regret later for not mugging hard enough this June. Tried studying but so hard!:(

Having the weirdest heaviest head today. Let's just survive tuition and a couple hours of meet up. If I'm still early maybe I can meet da girls for frisbee.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Random notes #1

1. Straighten my hair for 30bucx. Effect will last for about 1month~? got it with yx when we went to purchase hair conditioner. In fact, was psycho into doing it because the lady boss was complaining about how long I didn't rebond my hair. She said the dent is so obvious 1 block away still can see wtf. Got so bad meh?! Anyhow it's 30. So it's fine.

2. Very motivated to study but kinetically not feasible leh. (crazy already)

3. so happy! Met dearests. Love them!

4. Realized lots of my tweets and texts are not read/replied. Will reply them tmr!

5. Doing this post in the toilet, waiting for the mask to sink in!

6. Have loads of awesome things to blog about. Need time! After prelims it shall be.:)

7. Stalking ky on fb, waiting for pictures. I'm mentally prepared for ugly pictures hur!

8. Start dieting after I drink my koi. Ok maybe not dieting, just no more brink eating.

9. Squatting in the toilet is damnnnnn tiring ok. (no chair wth)

10. My phone is left with 2% batt.

11. Banked in 50bucx today! I feel so good saving!

12. Did 1 chapter today (what's new)

13. Swear to god I will work hard. In exchange for happiness for my friends.

14. Omg I love them so much(best thing ever in my life)

15. Ok I shall wash off my mask now see you!

Monday, June 13, 2011

Song stuck in my head

Natalie - Goin' Crazy
Turn up the volume, literally.

They meant something? Don't ask me because I'm constantly questioning myself as well.

So damn real

1. Finally understood a concept hehehe. Read it for a zillion times I swear
2. Found my long lost eraser! So not use to using normal erasers after I switched to frozen eraser. Was a bit sad because I just bought that one. Everything new! Luckily I found it!
3. Took awesome pictures. Edited using an iphone app (which I said I'd share but didn't). Will do a quick post about it soon. (my soon is real long btw)
4. Changed my casing back to fat kitty face because the one the girls made is falling apart. Need to glue lots of blings back.
5. Went for wedding dinner last ight. Got cute fluffy baby. Omg so cute I'm going to die~~ First time hugging omg so cute so cute. I want one but can my baby don't grow up? and be cute and extremely fair (like a bit impossible). Hate irritating kids btw.Simple and rushed wedding dinner but still, real coolz. Heheeee I'm so excited for mine too. and the cute fluffy baby part as well.c: Pray I don't become lao gu po if not sadlife123 already.
Above is crap.

Love it!
Shall go back to doing Maths. Can you believe it I forgot so many stuff. AND IT'S MATHS WTF.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

New twitter name and message. Meh meh meh.

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Omg I'm going to read through all the stats before heading out tmr. Transportation fares is 1buck over. Heart pain. Adult fare sucks!
Now I know why poly kids complain so much.

Anyhow, gonna make my ezlink hur hate adult fares to the max.
One of the good things about choosing a JC.

Really comtemplating whether to cab to tuition or not just now. You know, top up a couple of dollars and you get comfort.

Another thing I'm thinking codtantly is which wallet to get.

I know I just got 1 from PRIMARK (3pounds) but I figure I'd need a better quality one.
Stained mine on the first day of using. Nice.

Love the canvas material one (beige and pink woo nice). But it will probably suffer the same fate as my coach. Abandon in a corner. Only using the leather strap on my keys lol.
Spent 100 over for the strap. How nice.

So should I get it???? You wna see pictures? Lol.
Another is black leather/nylon. Haven't decide on thenaterial. But it'd be black nylon or leather. Or pink leather.

Want a wallet that would last forever. Lol all don't have the slot to put picture one. How to put cute pictures you tell me. So they will have to go when I successfully take my first couple picture.

Friday, June 10, 2011

Sorry I did it again

Updated again.
Can't stand the make up mode in my camera (make me look so ghastly and washed out).
Warmed my picture hehhheee.

I think by changing the colour contrast etc will make a picture nice.
Added a layer of black for lashes and coloured my purple lips (London is cold~~) to cherry.

Btw, the tools I used to warm up the picture are photo filter and levels. No need 'blusher'. Just play around with the two!

Back to snacking on tiger biscuit and doing Maths. FMLLLLLL.

Gah I can't sleep. 4am. Spent the past hour digesting my maggie mee (refused to sleep right after food), watching bubzbeauty's videos and photoshopping.

I've tuition the first thing in the morning. I'm doubting my ability to wake up tomorrow. So why not don't sleep?
Like possible.
Will probably drop dead later after this post.

Anyhow, back to what I was doing.
Photoshop hur. Skills will get rusty, just like my brain. Desperately trying to use my brain nowadays loool.
I did the craziest editing. I always do crazy things in the middle of the night. #lonelygirlforever.

Obviously all the makeup are put on via photoshop (mad love)
The only thing authentic is the background? And oh, my eyes.
Wait, I've contacts on. EOS 14.8mm grey lens. Love it but really dry.
And another pair I got was labelled 325 degrees but the len is 0 degrees. WHO CAN GET MORE SUAY THAN ME? WHO?

Should change my eye colour too. I know. Tried but it turned out pretty scary.

Main point is, check out the hair colour!
I almost chosen this shade (which look like shit imo). Luckily I chose dark oak, which gave me almost dark-brown look.
Well, a lot of people still insist it is black fml.

I THINK I'M PRETTY GOOD IN DOING THIS HEHEEE. Wanted to photoshop my hair colour for the longest time. Didn't know how and was too lazy to do the cropping blahblah.

It is pretty rough, you can see tint of black here and there halaaaa. Nvm it's a job well done for a first-timer!

I edited like 2 times. Uploaded the first one on facebook.
Did second editing because I found something super weird.
If you see the first, you will agree with me; brown hair, black brows = big no-no.
So I went to manually painstakingly colour my eyebrows brown. Loool.

I don't think I'm made for brown hair. I think I look like some indecent girl/ahlian?
Hello jet black. Me love you.

Super fun. Maybe I should try on others. Sooooon.
Maybe I should study this?

Very little photos nowadays because if I take 100 I only can use 10 -____- All others are blur, poor lighting, fat, ugly, idkhowtodescribeface, screwed, plain turn-off.

Everything is school related.
Finally getting into momentum. Jia you Jia you.
Supposed to meet Vinus and sm at Vinus haos for revision at 11am. Lazy sleepy me slept all the way till 1.30pm. Rushed there. 4 hours, including some eating, slacking, sleeping time.

Headed to ntuc to stock up food for mugging at night.
Damn bloated today hur so didnt snack as much.

Last thing, I need consultations. Damn I'm so stupd I got so many questions wrong.

Thursday, June 09, 2011

If only love is enough

To whoever reading this post, just something i wanna blog about.

The truth is, love is never enough in a relationship.
There is a need to have compassion, tolerance, time, care, understanding...
When the long walk gets tired, slow down, think, why did you choose this path in the first place.

Love is never enough for the big word call happiness, but it is the thing that bring many together. Family, friends, partners...

Hope you'd feel better.

To anyone that needs a reminder; to remind him or her why he or she is still holding on to the other.

Wednesday, June 08, 2011

Working hard

Hoooo I'm so screwed. 1 whole day, 1 chapter of chem.
Am I getting more stupid?

Don't even have the mood to On the com. Will be tweeting and Doing short posts now and then.
Good luck to all mugging!

Monday, June 06, 2011

1. 郁可唯 - 暖心 MV

SOON? [:

2. On this day of your life, Jie Lin, we believe God wants you to know ... that it's time you remembered who you really are.
Message from God
You are not your wallet, your job, your kids, your house. You are not your activities or your worries or the labels other people give you. Like an actor you play these roles, and like a good actor you sometimes forget who you really are. Time to wake up now, and remember that you are a being of immense power and breathtaking beauty created in the image of God.

3. Like this
Browsing through my pictures and love this. Excellent lighting!

4. True?

明知道愛情並不牢靠 但是我還是拼命往裡跳
明知道再走可能是監牢 但是我還是相信只是煎熬


朋友都勸我不要不要 不要拿自己的幸福開玩笑
但是做人已經那麼累 假惺惺的想要逃
在愛裡連真心都不能給 這才真正的可笑

愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪
太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人
明知道這不是緣分 但是我還奮不顧身

明知道愛情並不牢靠 但是我還是拼命往裡跳
明知道再走可能是監牢 但是我還是相信只是煎熬

朋友都勸我不要不要 不要拿自己的幸福開玩笑
但是做人已經那麼累 假惺惺的想要逃
在愛裡連真心都不能給 這才真的真正的可笑

愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪
太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人
明知道這不是緣分 但是我還奮不顧身

可能 在愛裡面這樣算笨
可能 永遠沒有所謂永恆

但是我 不願放棄這裡面一點點可能 寧願笨也不想要悔恨

愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪 太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人 明知道這不是緣分 但我還是奮不顧身
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人 明知道這不是緣分 但我相信有點可能

Basically, the whole song. 

Time eater

This picture kinda reminds me of Cambridge, when we were punting you know. Heheee.
12 hours ago I was awake, using computer and 12 hours later (which is now), I'm doing exactly the same thing. Gosh life is so boring. Everyone is out doing their things and I'm cope at home doing nothing. Gonna fix some lunch for myself and wj. At least he's free to chill for a while.

I gonna start revising soon. (since I found something I really want to study in Uni).
I haven't exactly decide yet, but it'd be something related to Chem, bio. Considering the fact I'm pretty much concerned about the environment, green chem will be interesting? Or Bio chem? 
What I think I will really enjoy is beauty industry. But heck will that make a lot of money?
So this is a choice between dreams and interest.
Or I'd just stick to the plain boring business courses and be OL. 9-5 for 5 days. Looool.

Anyhow, have anyone experiences any aching? I am. Every single bone in my soul is crying for help.
Is it my bed? o.o

Guess too much luxury (soft fluffy beds) made my backbone go weak.
Hoooooo. T_____________T Hurts like crazy.

Last thing, the thing about time eater is bugging me like crazy. There seems to be something there, constantly reminding me I don't have much time left. Yes indeed. To prelims.

This is the time eater.

Sleeping disorders

This is what you get when I can't sleep. To be more specific, I don't want to.
 Followed 1 pretty sad tumblr. So this is why.
Anyhow, they are pretty meaningful.

I like this a lot.

Yea. The few posts are all.... mixed-feelings-kinda-posts.
Weird but that's how I feel. Happy. Sad. Shall call it Hapad (LOL -_-)
Okay it's hitting 4am now. Gonna hit the sack and wake up at 6am for some shows before planning my revision.

The right words. Who has them?


They said,
The more you prepare yourself for something, the better you do when you face it.
Just like the world-class performance you see in dance hall, or the perfect musical you hear with the violin.
They practice and practice, day and night, night and day.
Until perfection.

I tried too.
I tried visualising the moment we break up.
No, I didn't get better handling it.
In fact, it just got worse and worse.
The heartache, the tears, the emotions and fears.
Because you never know when you'll be part of my past.
Because there are some things I will never be able to handle it despite repeating the process a hundred and thousand of times.
Ironically, future is a place I'm scared of and hopeful of.

You agree with me?

Just saying.

This is what you get when Jielin don't sleep hohohoohooo.

Sinking in

Officially back from the UK trip.
I hope what's said in the picture applies to me. Things will inevitably end. So long as you cherish that moment?
Perhaps it wouldn't happen again, ever but at least it happened?
(Positive JieLin telling Negative JieLin)

Sometimes some things are way too much for me to handle. Everyone experiences the same, just in different forms, during different parts of their lives. So why should I fear when they strive on?

Be fearless.
Alright. I'm going out for supper, some warmth and a good old hug.
Love, JL.

Wednesday, June 01, 2011

Promise will be a lie if you fail to do so

Hi, there are things I decided to leave forever. No more going back after this uk trip. Xoxo.
This is I'm only going to tell myself, one last time.:D

the fool can deceive everyone on Earth but cannot lie to himself
Heard of it?

Anyhow, I striked da jackpot today morning. Big M hit me.

Wooooooo thou shall prepare for breakfast now.

Noooooo I don't wanna go back to sg in a few days time.